Freedom from Oneself : Zen Manifesto

Sad to say but I have been working on a project & now i don't see any hope on it.
This is a pretty secret I am saying to you guys.
I came to know OSHO few year ago & now i don't think i will be able to do anything in m life My mom said me come back to India
Yo being of India i have not lived in India
this small piece of text have not much to say

The destoried Vision of a young kid

I am not pretty Good writer but i like to upload & share simply for fun shake.
This makes me feels a little bit pretty good.
So here it is :

extracted from "The Golden Future" Ch01 last para.
An OSHO book so this was My vision for future and i have been longing for it since very young age peoples looks into others with weird kinds of VISIONS with all which is friction in fact whole life and humanity is a friction in a way.
Many peoples live it they die , they kill each other out of these Ideas pretty weird they become Unhuman I don't like it.
Peoples are going to kill me , humilate me out of these Ideas don't you think it is pretty weird.
The Old is falling a part why don't they accept it... even if they will do it

World is werid LOL games

Some peoples really struggling out for the Money out there & Now see it here,
Some Peoples makes tons of Money in just hrs.
Its 113 BTC Profit do you understand how much it is
4,34,98,990.25 INR "India Currency"


Strange world around
Some even dies due to lack of few 100 Rs (" diseases caused by drinking poor water & other lack of awareness ")

Few are simply making cr's in few hours well yet giving money as a charity is not "Cool" man that is helpless.
Money won't actually helps it's creates a Sens of having something In real by the ways in peoples but it's not Cool....
You won't buy anything out of money, In real you simply exchanges things in such a Complex way that you need not to bother a lot many things simply Go on working ON around & you need not to bother even for it.
Your tons of problems are solved out of money you travel really less due to money.

In fact world is a Joke "Mobiles were invented to save your time" THIS ONLY TAKES MOST OF YOUR TIME.
Simply busy with almost nothing worthy.

Money were invented to save you from running a lot moving here & there but today peoples moving a lot simply for money.

Most peoples travels around the most for some good amount of Money as a salary..... yeah Peoples have different longgings....

World is build upon hack TONS of Hacks , if you really Look into IT.

 Okay so enough for this post just normal kind of talks thanks :) 

God man osho

God man in Pune

Today i saw that Dynamic Meditation in Pune.
https://dotsub.com/view/547013a2-4e4c-49a1-bfaf-626843ff871c
here it is Video link
contain pretty much +18 content nude / naked video image of female sannyasins of osho.
by the ways things were not that bad and was pretty okay okay.
and that fat old lady singing the song is really Good.

Software Engineering Introduction

Here it is so i have gone through really a kind of boring course Computer Engineering basics provided under Tutorials point learning platform.
The course mostly undergoes most of the obvious view points and work flow which you need to understand to produce a software as a product.
This course do not cover a lot of technical or skill set knowledge but is some what for manager stuffs.
Topics like :
* Phases which one will go through to develop a software
* Business Consequences of developing a software
Things needed to took care of to develop a software on real life.

Risking it all

I have risked all for the shake of transformation.
This seems a little stupid but this time i have not studied in my exams in last movements i know that could be enough for me to pass my exams but for me this time i was more in consern with the transformation as that could have helped me for all future stuffs.
I have passed by 10th , 9th , 8th by last min studies only and this time now I am sick of my such attitude. Enough is Enough.
I have managed to be a average student by these deeds but now i want transformation. I have been longing for it for months/years.
I no more want to be a average student....
Things are pretty weird and are almost not in my hand and yet in my hand.

 

Education System Vs Self made plans

Education
I belongs to India were the education system is pretty much not that Good but yet hold importance.
Now I am not against it or for it.
It's simply that I am unable to hold a Vision and can be motivated by a Exam. In fact this creates a tremendous dis-ease in me. I am a very friendly guy and for me that is more in priority then of exams.
Now Exams/competitions creates a kind of deep down subtle form of Violence which i can not prefer in my life.
I am not lacking with the ability to understand math or science but I am lacking with the ability to have a vision which is goal oriented where exams which are about to be conducted in future are considered of more importance which creates emptyness in life.

A self made plan solves a lot of issues/problems of current education system.
* As it is online based one can be up to dated.
* You will get quality teachers.
* Can go on with self pase learning.
* Can participate online projects.
As the self made path is for Computer Science it is possible easily to manage things. As most of the things one can learn by a screen in field of Computer Science but in other fields things get a bit complicated so a College is always good as a recommendation.

  


 

Computer Science

Choosing to be self taught with computer science is perfectly alright one computer is more then enough for that and all which is required to be self taught cs guy is self motivation. A lot of students are yet such that they need fear as a factor to study which is pretty not okay. Well avoiding the other nonsens all around of Online learning vs College degree and all here we will focus on our stuffs.

They are basically 4-5 places where one can found well organize resources to learn CS. Now rather then messing around with all of them & getting confused with stuffs one should go with one.
 I have choosen to go with OSSU.

OPEN SOURCE SOCIETY UNIVERSITY

Looking into it's curriculum it's includes math & physics also which is perfectly good.
Now I will try to post regarding the things & exercises I will go through in the curriculum.
Yeah what so ever course you go through you are bound to miss some the nuggets of information but it is alright once you will done with all then it will be just a matter googling & building up a understanding by reading some articles over it.
 

Getting Started

Today, Online learning is one of the most efficient way to improve with your skills specially in the field of Computer.
Information Technology
They are hell lot of websites and resources available on the Internet today to learn in these field.
* Udemy 
* Cbtnuggest 
*Lynda 
* Cybrary
these sites comes under IT section where you can brush up your skills like Photoshop , programming ,linux, hacking , web development & others. 
The difficulties with these sites are they touches the points on very light weight manners you may learn to how to do it but you will lack with the understanding of how it is actually happening. In fact in most of the Jobs you won't need to know how it is actually happening all you need is to be quick/fast to make it happen. When a person gives you a job to build a website for him you need not to know how programming languages really works all you need is to know how to use tools & how to code today these kind of jobs are in demand you make fair amount of money in these field.
These skills are not considered to be too much challenging for peoples to buildup.
Any individual who is good with these skills can at least start a Cyber cafe & these places are making enough money today in spite of the fact today computers are very common population lacks with a ability to use microsoft office tools & others at professional levels So IT as a sector is really good one. If you are really good in IT one have future in working with government , or with MNC's as sysadmin or other such posts. 
Mastering a skills tooks a lot of time & effort it's not a one day game yeah population now a days knows how to use computer but yet there knowledge is in very Superficial level that's why choosing IT as a field is good choice. 
Courses of these websites are often pirated and you can found them on torrent & other sites. It is not recommended that you should go with the online learning only untill & unless you are enough smart to convenience the job provider your skills without certificates

Computer Science 
In the field of computer science you are going to understand and learn how computers really works at hardware levels & how software interact with hardware's & how a computer really works. Other then these you build your skills in programming , web development , software development at deeper levels. These are considered a little difficult one. But overall things remains on software basis only. One will learn how to build software's you may lack with the ability to use microsoft office yeah i am not kidding. there a fair amount of difference between learning how to use tools & how to build them.
Yeah learning to use it is a little easy then learning how to build it but yet you may found few unemployed cs peoples.
IT & CS holds a fair amount of difference in kind of skills you have although they belongs to computers field only.
* Self taugh CS
* Open Source Society University
* CS MIT Challenge
* Computer Science
these are few of the places where one can learn Computer Science.
One need not to pirated these as they are available for free to audit.
All of them claims a B.tech level learning in field of computer science. Yeah you can do it from your home for almost free. Then one question may raise in you that why peoples go for College degrees rather then simply learning from here. 
Now my own understanding is that a lot of students are unable to hold motivation to learn online & lacks with the ability to build up skills them self. it is pretty weird but one can not help.

Computer Engineering
Now this field holds not enough hopes online one need to get your hands really dirty with these things to be really skillful one can not become a CE without doing that in practical.
Tools & things you need to do that are really costly enough so , untill & unless you belongs to a rich enough family where your parents are going to provide you the tools one should go for a college degree. 
Yeah but if you are really dieing to learn these things one can try simulations on your Computers.

Thanks for reading.